Also to add to the stress I had to change my hours i work at the salon because we can't find a nanny at all! We tried everything! i paid money for a nanny service, i posted the job on there and emailed 20 people on there, i posted on ISU student job board and emailed everyone I know.......you would think i would at least get one person! NOPE! So after talking to a friend and Jon, God made it very clear that im suppose to change my hours to work with our original nanny that has been Titus's nanny since he was 6 weeks old. So I pray that i don't loose clients because of this change! It will be a nice change for our family though. Its funny that this whole time i've been thinking God wanted me to TRUST in a different way, He wanted me to TRUST him with my finances & whats best for our family. Its funny when you pray about something with your mouth and not wait for a response or listen you can come up with a lot of different things....like what you THINK he is telling you! Thats why im so glad i have an amazing husband friends, and church who remind me to LISTEN!
So prayers for my sanity would be awesome! :)